.:: Kid’s Ice-Box ::.

Well, while I was sleeping this morning, my dad suddenly came in to my room, and told me I got a letter from MMU. Hurm ? What could it be ? *Rip rip* Oh, I see. Haha, well, I guess this is what we call, mission accomplished eh ?

If you want to save yourself from the hassle of loading, just read this paragraph from the letter.

So yeah, I’ve graduated. Got my diploma already. Yup, will still be continuing my degree later, don’t worry.

Where ? I’m still thinking. Relaks, November is still far away.

I’M SO HAPPY !!! XDXD

Really, Qj and Kristine, thanks guys, you really made my day. XD

Being sick and getting stomach ache at the same time does not equal to cool. Thanks to that, I couldn’t got EMiNA Cyberjaya AGM, and couldn’t do numerous of stuffs . T___T I can hardly even move in the morning…

Now I’m a whole lot better thanks to Grandma secret soup. Hopefully will fully recover tomorrow.

Well, what do you know, I went to Bon Odori again with EMiNA Melaka again this year. I thought last year was my last with them, haha. Oh well, wasn’t really looking forward to Bon Odori, but I was rather looking forward to the trip before Bon Odori. Surprisingly, this year EMiNA decided to go to a different place, called The Curve. I’ve never been there, so I guess its worth a shot going with EMiNA.

Oh, before I forgot, things that I shouldn’t have brought :

- extra clothes
- My discman
- My digital Camera

Note that NONE of these pictures posted are mine. They belong to Aizat, ALL of them. That’s why I listed things that I shouldn’t have brought was my digi cam. ^^;; Enough chatter, on to Bon Odori !

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Haha, yup. I guess time does fly by fast eh ? Not long till I realize that I’m already 21 years old. I’m glad and thankful to God for giving me this opportunity to live in this world for 21 years old. I’ve experience painful, bitter, depressing, sad, sweet, fun, happy and great moments of my life throughout this 21 years old. Unfortunately, unlike Aizat, I won’t be having a big birthday party like him, sorry. I hope in the future I will achieve more things in my life, and I know there is more for me to experience in life.

Hmm, looks like 7th July is a special day, because its the day of the Tanabata festival and the date where Suzumiya Haruhi second season anime details will be release ! ROFL XD As well other events, births and deaths.

I was suppose to be in KL right now celebrating my birthday, but sadly I’m in Melaka because my grandmother got sick, so we had to cancel plans… Thanks for the birthday wishes my friends ! Haha, so, now, where’s my birthday present and birthday party ? I wouldn’t mind a PSP, PS3, Wii ( thanks to QJ and Kristine for getting me addicted ! ) Oh ! An obligatory birthday wish list !

PS3 !
PSP !
Wii !
Figurines !
Money !
New PC !
Birthday party !! With lovely women and babes ! Whoops !

Happy birthday to me ! XD

Thanks to the Wii, my whole body is feeling enormous pain. Maybe normally one shouldn’t feel much pain, but it’s different in my case since I was kung-fu-ing there and here when playing.

Thanks to Qj and Kristine for the Wii ! Now I’m thinking of getting myself a Wii too !

Well, apparently I was tagged by Adib and Fiona ( DOUBLE TAG ! O_o )…oh well, start working I say !

5 Things found in my purse wallet:
* Some blue notes, sometimes nothing at all
* Some coins, mostly 1 cent
* My important cards, like my IC ! and my driving licenses
* Some random cards
* Some important receipt / papers

5 favourite things in my room:
(Err…I got no rented house, straight away to my house ! )
* My PC ( OH YES IT IS )
* My headphone
* My lovely bed.
* My figurines !
* My bro’s katana sword. ;D

5 Things I’ve always wanted to do:
* Host an event ( I’ve done that maybe ? )
* Get myself a freaking PS3 ( DMC ! MGS !! )
* Have a REAL date with the girl I love…T___T
* Star in a movie, as the main star if I may add. XD
* Play the twister game Honey and Clover style ! O.o XD

5 Things I’m currently into:
* PS2 gaming…sorta
* Surfing the net
* Sleep
* Read e-manga
* Listening to my mp3 collection.

Err…who to tag ? I guess anyone who is reading right now who hasn’t done their part I guess, since most of the people I want to tag has already been tag.

Sigh…looks like I will be in Melaka for a while…

Yup, I didn’t get the offer to do my degree…and took them ( CADP / MMU ) long enough to tell me that. Assholes…I’m still puzzled what I didn’t get, whereas I finish all my course. Not like my CGPA is that bad. ( 2.97, okay what ? )

Looks like I’m gonna have to wait. But first, I have to go to CADP tomorrow to ask what to do next / confirmation.

Now if you’ll excuse me, I’m going to cry manly tears. T__T

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I just found out that my application wasn’t in the blardy system ! O_O X( I already applied, along with my other friends using that blardy system !! What trickery is this !!??

….

GRRRAAAAHHHHH !!!!

Now I have to type a APPEAL letter ?? What the bloody hell ??? =____=’ Oh well, at least now insyallah I can enter my degree. I better go write that letter ASAP.

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Well, after doing some talk with my dad and mum, I decided that I won’t be going for my degree this trimester. Heck, I will re-think about the course that I’m taking, SE ( Software Engin ). I’m thinking there must be a divine reason why my application didn’t entered the system, heh. Oh well, at least I’m going to be in Melaka for until…October right ? Haha.

Hey guys ! Surprisingly you guys share your birthday on the same day eh ? ;D QJ and Gen, happy birthday ! Hope you guys are having fun and enjoy time. Sorry can’t celebrate with you guys…^^;;

Happy birthday once again !

To my friend Hsia-Liang, congrats man ! I’m glad to hear that you’ve found someone special in your life. Oh, I’m crying tears of joy. Yeah, our buddy Hsia-Liang, whom I always spell his name wrong in the past XP got a gf ! He told me everything. Good for you man, good for you. ^^

Oh, for further details, age, name, picture, etc, click more!

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I was surfing /a/ at 4chan, and I found this shocking news.

Original source from Canned Dogs website :

Arts Vision chairman charged with molestation of 16 year old

Matsuda Sakumi(58), chairman of seiyuu talent agency Arts Vision, has been officially charged on the 28th with the molestation of a 16 year old girl. He brought the girl into his office and commited acts of indecency when she auditioned back in December 2006, promising that he would make her a seiyuu. Matsuda has admitted to the charges. The police are continuing their investigations on suspicion that this is not the only case that he has committed.

List of well known seiyuu with Arts Vision(possible victims?)

Horie Yui: Kanon(Tsukimiya Ayu), Nagasarete Airantou(Suzu)
Kuwatani Natsuko: Rozen Maiden(Suiseiseki)
Tamura Yukari: Mahou Shoujo Lyrical Nanoha(Takamachi Nanoha)
Asano Masumi: Ikkitousen(Sonsaku Hakufu)
Ueda Kana: Fate/Stay Night(Tohsaka Rin)
Saitou Chiwa: Pani Poni Dash!(Rebecca Miyamoto)
Kugimiya Rie: Shakugan no Shana (Shana)
Takahashi Mikako: Hayate no gotoku (Nishizawa Ayumu)
Nakahara Mai: Higurashi no naku koroni (Ryuugu Rena)
Morinaga Rika: Rozen Maiden (Souseiseki)

Another news :

More on Arts Vision

An anonymous post on 2ch from a seiyuu had pointed out back in December 2006 that many seiyuu and seiyuu newcomers alike get sexually harrassed by Matsuda in his office and even go into hotels with him, adding that many have quit because of him.

Also, Ochiai Yurika(Yurishii), a seiyuu that left Arts Vision in October 2006 apparently also because she was sexually harassed has updated on her blog today saying that she’s very lucky. She didn’t dare come out into the open regarding the problems with Matsuda because she was afraid that her seiyuu career would be crushed. Yurishii has become the big winner in life today!

O______O;;;

I pity the seiyuu in Japan. The fact that its pretty a sucky job is saddening, but this reading this news…sigh. Some of the possible list are my favorites, just hope they weren’t involve in the molestation. This is indeed sad to hear. But then again, just imagine while he molest them and they say “Kyaaa !” in their anime-ish voice ? Hmmm…lucky guy then ? Nah, just kidding. XD

I do hope this guy will receive the punishment he deserve. So, is he a :

[ ] Damn ass !
[ ] Lucky old man !

I just gotta know.

P/S: Like Aizat’s blog, I will be using his way of comment from now on. Hope he doesn’t mind.

Now this…is a movie to look forward too.

Watch the trailer, and I’m sold. I can’t wait…XD Full review will come on this Thursday after I watched it.

*Edit*

Okay, like I promise. The review !

Of course, as usual, there will be spoilers in my review, so beware.

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Hehe, just a short post to wish all of those who are having finals good luck ! Study hard and smart ! All the best ! Hehe, it’s good to be a person who can relaks and enjoy while others are having finals. >:D

Ganbate neh !! >0< b

Yeah, FREEDOM !! I’ve finally finished my industrial training for good. No need to wake up at 6.45am in the morning anymore !! XDXD Well, I don’t know what I will be doing during my holidays, maybe finish up some PC / PS2 games, who knows. Anyone has plans for outing / anything please inform me first kay ?

Oh yea…this FREEDOM comes with a price. I currently don’t have internet connection at home, because last night my router was fried. =.= I’m using MMU’s lab right now to post this up, lolz.

Hehehe, who wouldn’t be happy when they got something that they’ve been looking for such a long time. Yeah, I got it today, the figurine set that I’ve been looking for a long time. Today was the GACC appreciation hi-tea. Nothing much worth telling, except I got a booklet signed by Touru Furuya. ( Thanks Li Sa, really appreciate it. ^___^ ) The hi-tea starts at 12pm, but I was late because I went to get my Alter Type-Moon figurine set. I got it a very cheap price. At teen@com they are selling it for RM 249.90 ( It’s like RM 250 =.= ) but I got it from another guy for RM 190. Am I lucky or what ? XD

Okay, enough with the advertisments, now lets see the figurines !

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Yup, I guess its time to show off my desk. As you all know, my desk is now more spacious, thanks to my new LCD monitor. XP So yeah, I decided to put some new stuffs on my table. You know, to make it more interesting. I went to Jusco with Nazrin on Sunday just for fun. Then, I saw the Gashapon figurines thing, and I was interested in the Haruhi’s one. So, change 6 tokens for RM 24.

This is what I got…

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Yup, its tomorrow, and I’m the second person of the day to present. 9.20am. God I’m so nervous ! >___< ;; It should be a simple presentation. I'm okay, in the sense that I know what to present and all, but who knows whatever might happened tomorrow...Geh.

Anyway, wish me luck !

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HELL YEAH !! The presentation went well ! There were no problems at all ! Everything was okay ! Good !! XD I'm so happy now that I've finished my training. No need to send weekly logs and all ! Yahoooo !!! XDXD

Excuse me while I dance in the rain. ( shower )

I was browsing through the net today, and a topic in the CF forums caught my eye. Yeah, this topic.

I mean, rofl ! XD I’m not ROFL-ing because I look down upon their event or whatsoever, no. I’m rofling because their event name was actually one of the canidates of our event name at the beginning ! Its like a fate or something ! XD But ours is just “CAGE”, not “C2AGE”. Theirs looks unique. ^^ I remembered we also wanted to put the convention word, but Mr. Syukor advices us not too, because convention is for big and formal event. =.=

Ahem, anyway, this event looks pretty neat. I might go check it out, but chances are 40%-60% since I don’t have transport and no one to go with…^^;;; To the organizers, good luck with the event !

Yeah, I got this news from this blog. Errr, nope, I can’t read Japanese, but from what my friend told me, it says Melty Blood Act Cadenza is coming to PC in June.

YES YES YES !!! XD Now I finally can use Neco-Arc Chaos. :p Hope they put a bunch of more goodies as well ( unlockables, more stages/ music, etc ).

Yeah baby !

Hehe, yup, its time for bragging and showing off time. ;P

PC fair in Melaka is already over, so did you get yourselves anything ? Well, as for me, I finally got what I wanted for a very long time, a LCD monitor. Though itfs not the one I was aiming for ( I was a aiming for a 19 inch Samsung model ), I’m still satisfied with a LG 19 inch Flatron L1952S LCD monitor. ^^ Nope, its not widescreen, as I prefer the normal screen better.

I got it for RM 630. Not bad eh ?

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You are The Lovers

Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.

The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.

Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that’s actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can’t understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

From Aizat’s blog regarding this post :

So, yeah. Now let’s see who do I want to tag? Khurshid, Yuhi, Kakashin, and Adib!

Wonderful. Oh well, at least there is an update now.

Let’s see….

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Yes, March seems to be the month of accidents. No, I’m not talking just about myself, people around me also seems to be involed in accidents. I don’t understand, it’s like even worse than last year.

Last year, I got involved in a small accident, then I heard Li Sa fell down from her motorbike. This year, I got involve in a bigger one, then Shin Dee got involved in an accident ( small one ). Later, at my work place, I heard from my friends that they got involve in an accident too, small and big.

Is it a curse or something ? Some people say that we are not careful drivers, but somehow I don’t think that’s the case. Have you been involved in an accident recently ?

Well, Games Anime Comic Circle returns once again, and the timing couldn’t have been better. I was just traumatized by the recent accident that happened to me, so I need something to get my mind off it. Imagine, every moment I keep remembering it. Yeah, maybe I’m overreacting and dramatic, heh. :p I’m glad that it turned out so well, in fact better than last year, though there were some areas which could be improved. The sad thing about this year GACC is that I just sat at the same place the whole day for the first day, and some ass ruined my mood on the second day, and it was during the cosplay competition finals. It ruined my mood till the end of the show, and made me ‘emo’, like how Adib put it. Another thing that was sad for me was the fact I wasn’t there from the beginning to join them like last year. I was more of helper than a committee, for I would love to be involved in GACC. It was something that I helped create along with my friends, so it sadden me when all I could do is help them during this time, but not during the beginning phase. Nevertheless, I still enjoyed myself during GACC’07.

Anyway, enough of babbling, let me take you to GACC’07 !

P/S: Why do I have a feeling that only Adib, Nazrin and I will make a post about GACC ? =.=
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Yes, today is one of the most stressful days of my life. I offically went to work today, hoping that it would take my mind of the accident. But…

“Hey, hows your car ?”

“Hey, I heard you got into an accident ?”

“So, how did it happend ?”

…

Great. Oh well, I guess there is no harm in people asking me.

I had to go to UITM Segamat for a job there. I went there with my senior. Along the way, there was an accident, involving a Kancil and a lorry. I saw a dead body covered with a white cloth on the road.

Oh god, this can’t be good. I’m starting to have flashbacks. Calm down, accidents happens everywhere. Switch on the radio to hear some music.

“Accidents happens if you don’t stop on red”

“Accident advertisments..”

…

GREAT !

Bah, try getting it of my mind, I continue working.

Then I got a SMS from the person involved in the accident, saying he send the motorbike to the workshop for repairs. He estimated the cost of repairs for both motorbikes is around RM 2k, not including if there are damages inside.

MORE FLASHBACKS.

…What the heck ? Stop reminding of the accident !!!

On the way back…the radio keeps on advertising about accidents. GREAT !

Then, I had a call from home. My brother hasn’t got back from school ( extra class for UPSR students ). One of his friends said he went back with someone. My sister was suppose to pick him up.

OH CRAP. OH SHIT. HAS MY BROTHER BEEN KIPNAPPED ????

Stress meter offically reached critical / danger zone.

Later I got a call from home, saying that actually my brother went out with his friends to Padang Pahlawan Mall.

…

…Dammit.

After work, went back home, shower, and sleep.

This is one of the most stressful days of my life. GACC, you better not dissapoint me.

Yeah…I’m feeling guilt, and I’m depress.

I just got involve in an accident yesterday night, around 11.15pm. Yeah, my car hit two motorcyclist. Lucky the guy only suffer from minor injuries, but I had to bring him to hospital. No, I don’t want to even discuss how it happened…ask me later.

Right now I feel…depress. I’m so shocked, and sad.

I ALMOST KILLED A PERSON.

I ALMOST KILLED A PERSON.

I ALMOST KILLED A PERSON.

These words kept ringing in my head. Right now I’m just too depress, that I might not even go GACC, even I got a green light from my boss. You guys know how I take things waaay to seriously.

Heh, funny thing is, it happend on March. The same month like last year, where I was involve in a small accident too. This year its bigger.

I…don’t know what to say…I trouble my dad, had to call him for help…I’m so useless…I can’t even take care of my own self. Even though it was my fault, my dad just kept saying to me “It’s okay.” How can I not be brought to tears ? How can I not feel guilty ?

Here’s the picture of the car after the aftermath, if anyone is even bothered :

Looks normal ?

LOOK AGAIN.

You know I need now ? Some oultet to let all this feelings out. Some True friends who would support or make me feel better, not come to my face and say “I told you so next time you should drive slowly, but no.” or would just love to make me feel bad for what I have done.

I hate this. I really do.

If your worried about me because of the previous post, don’t worry. I’m not going to do anything crazy…yet. Everything has been settled, sort of.

Plans for March 2006 !

1. Get more RM !!
- I need money, meaning I need to come everyday to work for the extra RM 50. Yea, I got my pay, and damn it feels good to get money after hard work.

2. Try to come to GACC.
- It happens to be that day I will be in KL teaching a bunch of teachers how to use IT stuffs. I will be going from Friday night till Sunday night. Urghh…still trying to negotiate with my supervisor…T.T If not, oh well. I won’t be that upset if I can’t go, since I know the event is going to be a blast and a success. That’s the most important thing, but that doesn’t mean I’m not trying to go to GACC ! =.=

3. Try to find a new monitor which is cheap and good.
Still finding it. The one that you guys recommended me was why beyond my dad’s budget ( WHA ? ). Geh…now I have to find again…T__T

4. Hangout more with my friends
Geh. I’m so leftout from interesting news. I just knew 2 days ago that Shin Dee is going to Japan, and everyone told me it was OLD NEWS. I just knew that Dexter had Nokia N930, and thats OLD NEWS too. I want to be updated ! But then people say I’m bothering them…>__>

Oh well, these are among my plans for March. See ya !

P/S: Looks like the trip that I plan to go with everyone is going to be cancelled, since most of them have their own plans… =.=
P/S2: Working on Li Sa’s birthday party post.

Everyone has their limit, so do I. For my friends who knows me, I am one person who have tolerated with everything they’ve thrown at me. Sometimes the jokes they give me hurts, but I kept smilling and act like its okay. Some of them might not notice, but I’m a very sensitive person. Sometimes even when their is a problem and the mistake is obviously theirs, I admit its mine. I cover up for people. I let people looked down upon me so everyone can be happy. I let people make a fool out of me so everyone can be happy. I let people unleashed the dragon and allowed them to thinking their right I’m wrong.

All I wanted to be was a nice guy.

A friend.

I kept slient for so long. I thought it wouldn’t bother me, but who am I fooling. I’m the one who is sufering. Yet, I still continue to keep quiet.

Not anymore.

I feel like I can’t keep up anymore.

I am at my limit. I can’t keep on like this.

Why does people treat me like this ? Its it wrong to be a nice person ? Why do people take my feelings and emotions for granted ? Why ? WHY ???

Right now I really feel like pulling my hair, ripping my skin of my flesh, kill and beheaded people while I play and laugh like a madman in their pool of blood.

I will not promise anything, but this is the last time, THE LAST TIME I will give a chance. If it remains the same, if I am treated the same way…

…

Then thank you for everything, farewell, and goodbye.

First of all, happy birthday to my little brother shafik ! Your 12 years old now eh ? Good for you. ^^ Hope you will live a happy life in the future to come, and achieve whatever you dream.

Next, Li Sa ! Happy birthday gal ! Your 21 years old now eh ? Should I call you Li Sa or Kak Li Sa ? XDXD I hope you too will a happy life in the future, and achieve your dreams and goals kay ? ;D See you tonight at the birthday party !

Yeah, it’s that time again, pose, lights, camera and snap !

Here’s a preview :

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First of all, sorry because this post came up late. It was supposed to come up last week Sunday, but got delayed because my PC’s being a problem. Anyway, Wilson invited me to his house for Chinese New Year. Actually, I wanted to go on Monday, but Wilson invited me to come on Sunday. So, after arranging plans with some of my friends ( Naz and Adib ), I agreed to come on Sunday.

So, on Sunday, before I went to Wilson’s house, I went to pick up Nazrin. Poor fellow, he was ALL ALONE, and looked bored to death. When I came to pick him up, his front door wasn’t even locked. ^^;;; Pity the guy. Anyway, after watching Nodame Cantabile ( drama ) for a short while, got ready, and went to Wilson’s house. I had a bit problem finding his house, since it’s been quite a long time I didn’t went to his house.

We were both then invited into his house. He looks a bit different We were at his house from 12.00pm till 3pm. Yeah, we had a long talk, about a lot of matters, club, personal life, etc. I had rendang at his house, which is nice. Oh, meet with her sister. Damn, she’s cute. I should have taken a picture with her. She can sing too.

Around 3pm, Naz and I decided to go back, since we were there for quite long already. Took a photo before leaving.

Wilson’s sister took the picture by the way. Damn, I regreted the fact that I didn’t took photo with his sister. >_< ;; Oh well, that's my loss i guess. Next time, maybe...:P Anyway, thanks a lot Wilson for inviting us to your open house. If you invite again, I will surely come !

P/S: Thanks for the angpow too ! XD

Yes ! It’s dead.

Huh, no, not a person or an animal. It’s my monitor. It died.

While I was using my monitor, suddenly smoke came out from it, and then screen turned blank. I’m just glad that my monitor didn’t exploded tho. Yeah, I tried to on it back again, but it didn’t work. I guess my monitor is really fried, which is a good thing. I never really liked that monitor in the first place.

So yeah, I MIGHT be getting a new monitor pretty soon. I’m aiming for a LCD monitor ( fingers crossed ), but that depends on my dad though…Hope I can get one. Mind telling me which is the best place to buy a LCD monitor with a good deal. Of course I’m looking for a good monitor at a affordable price. ;D Recommend me anything !

Just a simply wish to all my friends who will be celebrating it :

Happy Chinese New Year !!! Gong Xi Fa Cai !!! Bring back some angpow’s and cartons of oranges when you come back from your hometowns.

Well, what’s up with me lately ? Nothing, just busy with work. How’s my work ? Not bad I would say. Go to work at 8am, follow some people and assists them, sometimes learn new things, sometimes just slave work, sometimes just the same old thing, then wait till 5.30pm, punch out, then go home. Other than that, my job is okay. The people there are friendly, just that I suck at my social skills. I hate it when I can’t talk to them, being the shy old me…Gah ! I wish I could be like Aizat. He can basically fit and adapt anywhere.

There were some funny stories and expriences during my training, like I accidently knock a kid, eat free food after helping out, and recently ? I accidently entered the female’s student toillet…Best part ? A kid also went out of the toilet and saw me… >__< ;; Geh, I felt like pulling my hair when the kid looked at with me with a "??" expression. It happend in SKJC Pay Fong. Yes, the girl was a loli. Yes, I didn't get her number. Shut up, stop calling me stupid, I'm not a lolicon like someone...>_>

Valentine’s day is over, so how did you couples out there spend it ? Hope you had a good time. My Valentine’s day ? I was working yesterday, what else ? Nothing to Valentine about…By the way, I keep running to my friends every week. Like the 1st week of my work, I meet with Shin Dee and Kay Lyn at Central, then the second week I meet with Thiba and this week I meet with Dinesh. I wonder who will I meet next week. Lol.

By the way, just for your info, I always will be coming to campus on Friday around 3-5pm to pass up my weekly log. So, if you feel like you want to talk or gossip around ( that’s me actually ), do give me a call ‘kay ? No plans during Chinese New Year, except on Monday, other than that, if you got any plans or want to meet up, give me a call ! I will be on a holiday next Monday and Tuesday, Yipee !

That’s all for now, till then !