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Yeah…I’m feeling guilt, and I’m depress.

I just got involve in an accident yesterday night, around 11.15pm. Yeah, my car hit two motorcyclist. Lucky the guy only suffer from minor injuries, but I had to bring him to hospital. No, I don’t want to even discuss how it happened…ask me later.

Right now I feel…depress. I’m so shocked, and sad.

I ALMOST KILLED A PERSON.

I ALMOST KILLED A PERSON.

I ALMOST KILLED A PERSON.

These words kept ringing in my head. Right now I’m just too depress, that I might not even go GACC, even I got a green light from my boss. You guys know how I take things waaay to seriously.

Heh, funny thing is, it happend on March. The same month like last year, where I was involve in a small accident too. This year its bigger.

I…don’t know what to say…I trouble my dad, had to call him for help…I’m so useless…I can’t even take care of my own self. Even though it was my fault, my dad just kept saying to me “It’s okay.” How can I not be brought to tears ? How can I not feel guilty ?

Here’s the picture of the car after the aftermath, if anyone is even bothered :

You know I need now ? Some oultet to let all this feelings out. Some True friends who would support or make me feel better, not come to my face and say “I told you so next time you should drive slowly, but no.” or would just love to make me feel bad for what I have done.

I hate this. I really do.