..: Rage

July 26, 2006

Last night, I was at my limit. I had to explode in front of that bastard. I can’t stand it, after 4 long years I haven’t met with him, he had to do it AGAIN.

Sure, I can stand whenever people joke with me, physical or words, but what I can’t stand most, if when I joke with that person back, the person reacts like a bloody bastard. Happened right before Wilson’s birthday party ( which I knew later from Adib, around 9.30pm ) Okay, there is a “friend” of mine, name “A”. Nope, you don’t need to know the full name, its not like its going to do you any good. My relationship with this A is like…water and fire. I can’t get along with him at all, but being the guy who always endures everything, I always hide my distatisfaction / angry towards him. He loves to crack jokes, silly ones as well as insulting ones ( knocking my head for no reasons, insulting my family for no reason, making fun of me for no reason ). I lost contact with him for about 4 years. I really felt glad, knowing that I don’t need to tolerate / stand his stupid attitude.


But, during Monday, I had a reunion with my old friends, and it so happens to be that A was going to be there. I really felt like not going to the reunion, because I can already expect what will happen. However, there was a though of me, saying that he might changed during the 4 years. I heard he had a girlfriend already, hmm, good for him. So, putting the past behind my back, I decided to go for the reunion. So, during the 30 mins before he arrived, everything was cool and fun. It was like going be one big friends reunion. Suddenly, when he arrived, everything changed, the mood was totally destroyed. Why ?

Because the bloody bastard never changed. In fact, he got worse.

Hitting, playing around with me, and insulting me whenever he got the chance. I just had to bear with him. Everytime I want to joke with him back, he will make his stupid frown, the warn me not to joke with him. At one point, he actually scolded me in front of people. I was almost at my limit, already grabbing my fork, ready to stab him in the eye until he dies, until suddenly, his girlfriend called, and he had to leave. Thank God his girlfriend called, or else I might have killed him right there, and you would be seeing me in the newspaper for killing a bloody bastard. It took me about an hour to calm down, to forget about him. After that, the whole reunion was fun again. I didn’t bring my camera during the reunion, so no pics. :P

That night, I was suppose to have a replacement class, but then, it was cancelled. Angered by the event ( in the morning, the class was cancelled as well, but my lecturer told me to come back at the night. Then, the class was cancelled again. How would I feel ? You guess ), I hangout in the CITS lab for a while, then I went to go buy some food, since my brother also wanted food. While waiting for my food, suddenly someone knock my head hard from behind. Damn, who could it be ? When I turned around, it was him.

Oh great…

This time, he brought his girlfriend. Quiet cute, and not a bastard like him. Very polite and sweet. I wonder why the hell she falled for him anyway. So, he began to do it again, insult, hit me, etc. His girlfriend was kind and passionate enough to tell him that what he was doing was too harsh on me, but the bloody bastard just love to have his way with me. Suddenly, I had a phone call from Adib, telling me about Wilson birthday party. I had to lie to Adib saying I was on my way back already, because that bloody bastard was still there, and my food was not ready yet. So, from 9.30pm until 10.20pm (the guy forgot my order), I had to stay with him, and he made a fool out of me for about 50 mins. After I got my food, I went back to give my brother the food, then I went straight to Wilson birthday party. Yes, I was at my limit. My breath was not stable, my hands were shaking and almost ran into a guy. But, when I arrived at the birthday party, tried my best not to show my anger, because I don’t want to spoil the birthday party. It was fun, me attacking Shin Dee and she attacking me back. Haha, it was great.

Suddenly, while I was washing my face in the back, I got an SMS from him, saying thanks for everything, your the best buddy I ever had.

I snapped.

I can’t take it anymore. This asshole is not going to get away with this.

I SMS’ed him, asking him where was he. He was around the area, so I quickly went out of the shop. Yes, I just rushed out, without telling anyone except Wilson, because I was so angry. I can’t even say goodbye to my friends. Saying bye to everyone was simple, yes, but I can’t let that guy escape. I didn’t want to waste a moment. All in my mind was to get him for what he did to me during these 4 years. I was already at my limit. So, I met him at the place. There he was, smilling like an idiot. He wanted to hand shake with me, but I dissed it off, and let go of all my anger. He was indeed shocked, even tired to fight back, but I was too furious for him. He never seen that side of me, never. He was shaking, I could see his mouth shivering. Oh, how I enjoyed the 20 mins of scolding. Lucky his girlfriend wasn’t around, so I don’t need to make a fool out him. After 20 mins of scolding, I just went back, leaving him there, stunned and scared.

When I got back, he contacted me through YM, saying that I was wrong, and he never even apologize for what he did. I tried to ignore him, but he kept on bugging me. Oh, you bloody bastard, you are not going to get away with this. Through the YM, I kept on shooting him, using harsh words and foul language that I rarely use. After a while, he signed off.

Because of him, it ruined my day as well as my friends. People thought I left without saying a word because they think I was angry with someone in there. No, don’t even think of looking for him, he came back to Melaka because he was on a holiday. Now he’s back at college. Now I feel much better. I do hope I see him next time, because it won’t be the same like usual whenever I see him. I will be the one who will do the insulting, not him.

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  1. ……..T_T
    sorry for assuming thing last night

    Comment by faz — July 26, 2006 @ 1:19 pm

  2. Chill man…. *pats*

    Comment by gen_tiger — July 26, 2006 @ 3:39 pm

  3. Yay! Khurshid dah matang rupanya.

    Comment by BlackHowling — July 27, 2006 @ 3:58 am

  4. *pats* just let that bastard be the way he is. sooner or later his gf will dump him XD

    Comment by nikki — July 27, 2006 @ 11:38 am

  5. T_T I wun tease you no more

    *runs away*

    Comment by Lego — July 27, 2006 @ 5:34 pm

  6. O___O;;

    Lego ! Relaks la. :P Dun like that. :D

    Comment by kid — July 27, 2006 @ 9:46 pm

  7. Yay! Khurshid dah matang rupanya.

    Ahahahahahaha

    Comment by Yuhi — July 28, 2006 @ 2:39 pm

  8. Ok then since you say it…. me will tease you twicefold forever and ever.

    Comment by Lego — July 28, 2006 @ 7:48 pm

  9. Eh ? But you said…

    Damn ! I was trick again !! >___

    Comment by kid — July 28, 2006 @ 9:42 pm

  10. Fear the wrath of Lase… >:)

    Comment by Lego — July 30, 2006 @ 12:32 am

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