.: Until we meet again
March 30, 2006I was in the sanctuary…that I dreamed before.
As usual, the presence there was clam and peaceful…for a moment, I just forgot about the pain. However, the pain came back, and it wasn’t helping me at all.
Suddenly, I felt a strong, claming and beautiful presence, coming from behind me. Could it be ?
When I turned behind, indeed, it was who I thought was…
It was her.
Either this story is true or not, you are free to decided, but I’m telling you, all of this happened…right after GACC06.
After I was pushed off from the stage. I fell on Elio that took Aizat and the rest of us 2 days to complete. Thank God I didn’t hit any of the wires in Elio or anything. I didn’t felt anything, so I assume nothing was wrong with my right shoulder. So after that, I invited everyone on the stage, for a large group photo. However, I didn’t stayed long, because suddenly, I felt a very a sharp and painful pain on my right shoulder. I quickly walk away, unnoticed by everyone to our operation room.
I tried so hard to avoid people, yet there was one WC who knew that I was injured. ^^;;; Actually, there was no way I could avoid him, since he was at the entrance of the door. Besides, inside the room were Adib and Hilmi…^^; Seeing me in pain, the WC went to call Hsia-Liang.
The pain was getting stronger and stronger. I couldn’t lift my arm. However, I believe that the pain will fade away, so I decided not to go a hospital or clinic. Hsia-Liang keeps on insisting me going to clinic, but I decided not too. Not trying to act macho, but I don’t want them to feel guilty. I don’t want spoil people’s mood, which were having fun and enjoying themselves, ruined and got worry because of me.
However, Lynn and Hsia-Liang keep on insisting on me going to the hospital, so I promise them I will go to the clinic if my arm still hurts after 7pm. I asked Hsia-Liang to leave the room for a while, because I wanted to rest. Actually, I lied. I didn’t rest, but I force my arm to move. When I force it to move, and no words could describe the pain. The pain was like hell. I banged my head on the wall a few times, trying to endure the pain. Shouting ? No need to mention it, who wouldn’t shout ?
A few minutes later, I opened the door, since Aizat asked me too. After hearing what happened, Aizat told me to sleep first. Later, if 7pm the pain is still there, they will bring me to the hospital or clinic. So, I forced myself to sleep…
During my sleep…
When I opened my eyes, I wasn’t in the exam hall. Around me were trees, green land, and birds, chirping. In front of me was a lake. The scenery was claming, beautiful and breathtaking…The weird thing too is that…the pain on my right shoulder was…gone. This place…looks familiar. Where have I seen this place before ?
Wait.
I have been in this place before.
I was in the sanctuary…that I dreamed before. Well, not exactly in the sanctuary, outside would be more precise. How could I get here back ? Maybe it’s because of the song that played during GACC. I was shocked, but glad at the same time that I was here. All the animals, birds, rabbits, deer’s…came surrounding me, like saying welcome back.
I just smiled and softly say “I’m back” to the animals. However, this moment was interrupted by the pain on my right shoulder. It came back of all the sudden, and it was getting stronger. The animals around me made loud noises, probably a sign that they are worried.
I couldn’t do much, just hold my right shoulder and try to endure the pain. I really hope that I could wake up and go treat my shoulder, as I can’t stand the pain anymore. Maybe I should have went to the hospital in the first place.
Suddenly…
All the animals became silent.
I then felt a soft wind, coming from my back. The pain on my shoulder suddenly died off for a moment. What is this feeling ? I’m feeling…nostalgic.
Could it be…!
When I turned behind, indeed, it was who I thought was…
It was her.
There she was. Standing still, smiling, and looking beautiful as ever, while the winds blew her long black shining hair. This time, I was pleased, as I could see her face ! Though it was not really clear, because there were still rays of light preventing me from seeing her full face. However, just by seeing that face, I already happy. My heart melted. I just can’t describe how beautiful she is. I just couldn’t stop gazing at her. She just continued smiling, looking at me with shyness. Why she needs to be shy ??? I should be the one shy ! >_< ;;
As I was gazing at her...
The pain came back, and this was one was the strongest. I screamed and rolled on the land, as I felt like my arm was being slowly ripped off. Shocked and worried, she came to me, holding both of my shoulders tightly. I felt really bad, why did I have to meet her in this pathetic state ?
She didn't speak, but it seems her eyes are telling me to hold still. Somehow, I could understand her. I tried my best to stay calm and hold still. She then lifts up my selves that were covering my right shoulder. She and I were near the lake, so she went to take the some water from the lake. As she was whispering some words and slowly sweeps the water on my shoulder.
Slowly, the pain died off. The water that she swept on my shoulder just disappeared like that. I was speechless, couldn't say a single word after seeing what happened. After the she swept all of the water on my shoulder, her face went closer to my shoulder. Gah ! What is she going to do ? I think my whole face was already red. She stopped, then softly blew my shoulder. After she was done, she smiled, and somehow I could understand what she was trying to tell me. She asked me to try to move my shoulder. Puzzled by her action, I decided to try moving my shoulder.
I could move my shoulder, freely !
There was no pain anymore. My shoulder was cured. I just couldn't believe it. As I was still amaze of my shoulder, she suddenly stood up, smiled. Her face was very relived and happy that I'm cured. We both gaze among each other for a moment, then she spoke to me, for the first time...
"Until we meet again."
For the first time, after two times of our meetings, this is the first time I heard her voice. I was just speechless, shocked and amazed by her voice. Her voice was just...pleasing, beautiful, claming and peaceful. After those words and one last smile she gave to me, she turned around and walked away. I somehow was stun, couldn't move for a moment. By the time I finally got a grip of myself, she almost no longer in my sight.
Wait, I haven't known your name! I couldn't just leave without knowing her name ! As I stand up and ran to her, I shouted..
WHAT IS YOUR NAME !!!!
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Huh ? Where am I ?
Why am I not in the place I was before ? Why is this place dark and gloomy ? This place is...the operation room for GACC. I see Aizat, Nikki, and Loo Mun, looking at me, puzzled.
I was no longer in my dream. I'm back...
However, surprisingly, the pain on my right shoulder was gone. I tired to move it a bit, and there was no pain. Could it be that my shoulder was already...cured ? I tried to move it around, though there was a slight pain, but the pain was no longer. I've been cured. I believe that the girl cured me, no doubt.
I believe the reason why I was brought to back to the sanctuary area was because she wanted me to come there. She wanted to help me. However, I couldn't do anything for her. I couldn't even get to know her name. You can choose to believe or not, but all I can say, it really happened.
Have you ever felt...nostalgic ?
P/S: Even after I told them I was okay, they still forced me to go to the clinic. -___-''

Just as i tell u that don’t move ur arm and u still move it >_> i sould have go and find a plank to tie it. Its really unbelieveable that u actually met the girl again in that 20 minutes of rest.
Comment by gen_tiger — March 30, 2006 @ 5:26 pm
Yea, it was quiet amazing the fact that I actually meet with the girl for about 20 minutes of rest. Yea, sorry about moving my arm when u told me to rest…xD
Comment by kid — March 30, 2006 @ 5:33 pm
omg black hair… means not Nikki dee
So what did she look like? Since you did see partial of her face.
Comment by Lego — March 30, 2006 @ 7:03 pm
What nikki ? -__-'’
Anyway, about who does she look like…well, I can’t really say, because her face doesn’t look like anyone I can refer to…:p All I can say that she is just…beautiful.
Comment by kid — March 30, 2006 @ 7:05 pm
AHA! This is something. At certain part I thought U r actually giving up ur life. The story was like “Owhhh my, wth I think I’m gonna die”. Seriously. With the fantasy, I dont know…dream! So LESSON TO ALL just because Kid is being lenient and humble, doesnt mean u guys can treat him as a “PUPPET”!
Comment by aizat1900 — March 31, 2006 @ 1:41 am
ROFL ! aizat1900, I’m amazed of your imagination !! xDD
Comment by kid — March 31, 2006 @ 6:22 am
why me? i dont have long hair (-___-)” it could be loo mun XD
so.. that was why you were shouting “what is your name” the other day. I got shocked ne. Thought you had a nightmare but it was indeed a “wet dream” for you (-__-)”
Comment by Nikki — March 31, 2006 @ 3:32 pm
sounds like one of the many manga i have
Comment by Redrum — April 2, 2006 @ 12:39 pm